Sometimes when I think I'm doing great...getting life in order and getting things figured out, life ends up just getting more confusing than when I started "getting things in order." I don't know if that's makes any sense to anyone out there, but that is my life right now. I'm enjoying my life, the good times, the funny times, but also the stress and the hard times. Mainly because I learn so much about myself, my husband, what we can handle, the strength we have together, and how much we truly need to rely on the big man upstairs. I'm learning to enjoy the times we have now of not knowing what's going to happen next. I say learning because lately I've been letting it all get to me and let it get pretty stressful. But I've realized I've been looking at it in completely the wrong way...I'm the one who's letting it get to me and stress me out. Now that I've had time to think...this is the exciting time of our lives, the adventerous time. I kind of see it as life is up for grabs right now, anything could happen and that's exciting. I'm so grateful for a husband who is so dedicated to his school work and all his other responsibilities and in the midst of it all makes time to spend with his wife. I know he's been overwhelmed with all the stuff he has going on, but he truly is doing a great job at it all and I look up to him ALOT. I'm definitely lucky to be the girl he picked to be by his side thru it all. I only hope to be who he needs me to be at this time in his life...and not a pest! Cause I definitely can be a pest.
But whatever life brings....I'm up for it as long as I have my Mr. Josh Smith by my side.
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